I DO play games with people. Not purposefully... but because I am afraid of my affection or interest coming off too intense. I am afraid of rejection. I am afraid of alienating people because I care, because I desire more. I am afraid of my own intensity, so I try and hide it. Coax it into submission.
Which really helps no one, because I am an intense person, whether I like it or not.
FUCK.
Life, man.
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